wow.....myspace is being stupid so i'm back again to post something. i rethought this for a while, and i won't quit gettin on here......i may post some weird blog or a new writing project i have been working on.....and as for 2day, i wrote something a few nights ago that ended up on myspace.....so here you go....
The Laundry List Things That I Love
* When the snow leaves a blemish less blanket over everything it touches
* When I can smell the flowers before I see them
* When I feel the dewdrops on the petals just before dawn
* When the first thing I smell when I wake up is the coffee on the burner
* When I am with the one that I love in a crowded place and can only see his face
* When that song comes on the radio that never fails to make you cry
* When I have a new wheel of moist clay that has yet to be molded
* When I hear the sound of a child’s voice call my name
* When I smell the ocean breeze just before daylight
* When I walk through the city and see a row of trees; a peace in the middle of what seems to be perfected chaos
* When I can still smell the scent of his aftershave, hours after he is gone
* When I am awake, long after midnight and the stars seem to be so clear that I can almost touch them
* When I see the sunset in the middle of the treeless field
* When the tears that I cry are out of love and not sadness
* When the song comes on that you sing, and think of the one person that means the most to you
* When I am in a plane and am finally amongst the clouds, where my head is most of the time
* When laughter brings me to tears
* When I come across a family photograph that has been long forgotten
* When that one person that can’t come out of my head is no longer a distant wish but a reality that seems surreal
* When the leaves are falling from the trees and turning and my only impulse is to run in them
* When there is absolute silence and my best friend breaks it
* When I come to my favorite place where I am totally in my element and feel like myself again
* When the look in his eyes and I think that I can almost read the words written upon his heart
* When he calls me beautiful, even when I feel common
* When I find myself so far gone and all of the sudden at peace
* When the lights are all down on a cold winter’s night and I am still sitting in front of the fireplace
* When the first thing I hear is “I love you” when I wake up
* When there is a note from a friend when I least expect it
* When I am walking in the rain
* When a kiss is so romantic, I lose myself in it
* When a baby smiles back at me
* When I am singing; the confidence and self-assuredness that comes with it
* When there is a completed painting on the canvas and I know that I was the one that completed it
* When I hear the voice of my mother on the phone when I am traveling far from home
* When the peace of the Lord comes over me and I all I can do is worship
* When the only thing I want is to feel his arms around me
* When I am walking along the shore near the lake, completely disconnected from everything else but the thoughts in my head
* When I am in the place between dreaming and the earliest part of the day, because of the clarity of thought that occurs
* When I an hold his hand without a word
* When I can be completely myself without fear
* When I am acting and can take a step outside of my own skin and can be in someone else’s shoes
* When I know that regardless of where I am, there is always someone that loves me
* When I can see the flicker of a candle in the total darkness
* When there is a memory, perhaps one that has long been hidden in the hustle-bustle of everyday living that comes back in perfect, panoramic clarity
* When there is a complete piece of work in front of me
i try....*grins some more* 
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